so i'm planning to get a new tatoo. or at least finish my star. some thing have not gone the way i wish they have so i'm gonna fill in my star with more stars. but these stars will be green. that i will do sometime next week or at least by next month. how exciting. next month is next year too. i can't wait till the new year comes. its a whole new beginning for everyone. hopefully this can refresh all the things i have been doing and i can start with something better. i still don't know how i'm gonna celebrate new years eve. i usually go to friend's parties but this year i want to host one. the thing is that i'm too lazy to clean up the next day. or should i say the next year. i'll probably end up with someone at some club. that's what happend last year, but it was not planned. maybe if i don't plan it, it will happen. most all best things happen without plans.